Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Wormholes, Space and Poetry.





A few months ago, there was this block buster film that came out about a post apocalyptic future where man is about to run out of time here on earth and they need to go out in space to find a new home as a solution. In it a group of scientists have to travel into a wormhole to get to the other side of the galaxy and explore the worlds that previous Astronauts have ventured out to. That film even got praise for having created a working Black Hole using complex mathematical algorithms. That movie is called Interstellar in case you did not know.

Anyway, why am I talking about interstellar? well particularly because of the poetic quotation used on the narration of the film and because one of the dialogue lines there caught my attention which I might talk some other time. The one i'm talking about is the line from the poem Do Not Go Gentle into the Goodnight by Dylan Thomas. 

Dylan Thomas talks about how life is like the light and night is death. And how different kinds of men have acted upon the encroaching night. The context of the poem in my understanding in general is that he wants us to fight death, that as much as we can we try to keep the light alive and not be like wild men who grieved too late. At the last line as well he encourages his father to do the same to fight death. And until recently, I had the time to catch up with a buddy from College. I learnt that two of my buddies have also lost their fathers over the years I chose to go incognito on them and wasn't there for the rituals.


Figuratively, I think that in the poem, the Light and the Night can also be applied to anything in general we face in life. Be it a struggle, an adversary, or challenges we might encounter.  I'm the kind of person that tends to give up when I couldn't overcome any struggles. Something happened along the way and I do not see myself where I saw myself a few years ago because I let life pass me by. I decided to even stop taking portraits or holding a camera. 

But.. regardless, Time is finite it does not stop. And while I may have wasted all those years and im in the process of relearning my trade (in the corporate sense retraining is a waste of money) nor do i not have any current plans on pursuing this field, this time I will not stop.

Before the night transitions I play my music and I tell my self that I should have not gone gently into the night, and that I should  rage, rage against the dying of the light 


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Do not go gentle into that good night, 
Old age should burn and rage at close of day; 
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.


Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.


Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.


Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.


Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.



And you, my father, there on the sad height, 
Curse, bless me now with your fierce tears, I pray. 
Do not go gentle into that good night. 
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Pan D' Amerikana -- Extra Scenes.



Nothing much really,justa few words.. well its like 4 years since I last wrote about something or someone or what not. I dont remember if i still know how to do technical or creative writing. Couldn't even think straight on what to write about or what title i should be putting. 

Anyway I have been a little lazy and busy and this is the first time again in a long while that i've had an outdoor shoot. The location is in Marikina in a place called Pan De Amerikana which is somewhere in Marikina Heights. Its very accessible really. Surprised that the place has a good ambiance and artsy value I think the owner of this restau is a photographer as well.


Im feeling terrible by the way shooting, seems i've forgotten almost everything I learnt from the years I was a photographer for The Bedan and Self-hobbyist. 

On the otherhand, the food in this restaurant is amazing, 20 peso huge pandesal and the shakes were great. Haven't gotten to try the other meals though but i might come back soon. Mostly BTS for now.




If you love art or photography you'd love checking out Pan De Amerikana

There was a prenup going on whilst we were prepping


driver sweet lover?





Thursday, April 14, 2011

A rock and roll adventure


One of my best crazy adventures so far.

APR 10, 2011

We found this out when we went to Mampurok river supposedly to bathe however it was crowded at that time we went so my friend Iloy asked around if there was a falls nearby. A local native told us to follow the river and we'll eventually find the falls that we're looking for and would assist us for 500 Bucks. At first, we hesitated but in the end all we ever thought was... "rock and roll" so we trekked this long arduous river without the guide because he was too expensive.


With my game face on :)








At first, the river was easy for me to cross however at the later parts in the journey, the strong currents passing through my legs was as if sweeping me away and I had to ask for a little assistance from my friends. It was really exhausting, I was even about 5 minutes behind them because of the strong rapids. There was a point were I was able to finally able to rest for abit and then we continued.

 There was a point in the river where we met an old geezer who was sitting in his kubo who told us that it was futile to even continue. It would take us atleast 5 more hours or so to reach the falls that we were looking for and we really needed a guide because there might be NPA or Military personnel roaming the forest. We decided to stop and rest and take a bath in the nearby shallow waters. It was also then that I realized that I forgot to put my wallet in my bag geeze :(



And then the trekk back home


After this tiring escapade, I treated them in the evening to some fine cuisine at a local restaurant K Sarap, I forgot to bring my camera and had no pics at the resto.

APRIL 11, 2011

It wasn't until early in the next morning that we decided that our trail shouldn't end there so using our gathered information from the geezer, we took another ride back there this time to the nearest baranggay that will allow us to trekk the falls. I forgot the name of the Purok that we stopped but we got a guide and took us about one or two hours to reach the falls and another to get back. We crossed the hanging bridge, rocky pathways, treacherous ravines before we reached our goal, our final destination - Nacale Falls

Nacale falls is certainly one beautiful sight and hidden from plain sight - certainly a virgin falls - the walk was long and grueling but upon reaching it we realized how worth it was just to get there.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

PG Shoot: off-cam flashing




Some manual off-cam flash triggering. :P

I hate the fact that canon does not have a built in low light illumination that nikon has. Manual focusing is really difficult in low light and you can't even auto-focus properly lols.



Experimental Post Prod


Sudan Daniel
Amazing Clothing line by Playground Sports Apparel.

A little postprod shot of San Beda's premiere Center Su Daniels AKA superman by fans of the schools team. Hmm I can't even remember how i did this lol.

Playground Shoot: Ennuh Tiu and Hanna Sotto






Models: Ennuh Tiu and Hanna Sotto Respectively
HMUA and Stylist: Bea Valera

Apparel by Playground Sportswear

My sunday shoot last September 26. It was actually an impromtu shoot for me because I didn't bring my low powered light stands and triggers just made do with my 50mm, kit lens and flash. We made use of the available light that we had then so we had a bit of a hard time shooting but im glad with some of the outcomes and generally the shoot went well and smoothly. 

Monday, September 20, 2010

Barbie & Che


This shoot happened way back last October 28 2009. Those were the days that I was still passionate enough to do some photoshoots. Recently, I am getting bored and lazy to come up with my own shoots even if some friends are inviting me. I'm lacking initiative partly maybe because I'm not that creative anymore. Sigh* if only I had my own studio then or could spice up my creativity more.. when I need it most.